The finer points of PCOS

Will it ever stop? I ask myself as I lay on the bathroom floor, hoping I die. Its Sunday. The day of rest. I woke up feeling meh. Headache and just a bit nauseous. Pregnancy symptoms??? Man, I don’t even bother stopping to hope for such things. By lunch, the nausea had gotten worse. I …

Worms, anyone?

The 26th of October. Just another day of running around town, with a hundred stops and only 20 minutes to get through them all. Ten thirty in the morning, and I’m sitting in front of my OBGYN telling me that I miscarried again. “We’ll try the medication again for 3 months, then you find a …

Only one.

It’s been pointed out a few times in my infertility journey, that I am the only one; The only person someone actually knows in their group of persons, that is struggling to conceive. That statement feels like a bucket of freezing water being flung at my face. I struggle to breath while the cold leaves …